A Healthy Fear of Everything

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1.
You do up your zipper I'll pick out a dress Suitable for dinner Though no one could care less Darren's up for two days He brought his wife and her kids She talks about his fish boats And Rowen's mental health Try to be nice to him He's got that painting thing It means so much to him So much I shutter to think Of what might happen Should it all go south He's so passionate He'd see no way out Could you get ready quicker? I can't help but stress Been stuck inside all winter Now dealing with Lucas He drinks 'til he can't see straight He blames us for his mess And Nan pretends not to care But she can't help herself There's no consoling her She gets a temperature She goes to bed from dinner She worries herself sick With what might have been Had pop stayed at home And been with the kids In their growing months
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A hivemind talking To herself Her upper body Unreachably high She's got a conscience And so do I But esoteric Thought clouds mine These thick black tree trunks All covered in vines In the middle of nowhere Hidden in plain sight If I could climb them Sleep in her canopy Underneath her stars I'd tell her all about me In a clearing within her I'd plant myself With all my branches Intertwined with hers We'd share the soil We'd share the air Our roots would tangle Our thoughts would wed I've always been lonely I wouldn't know how it feels To be part of a forrest Of like-minded trees
3.
No one likes learning every little detail It's something in our make up That I've learned not to trust So I'll make my own mind up The hard way if I must Well I'll assume if she said it then she meant it I guess she can't help being like that Can't help acting up Wants to change and she'd try but Trying's just so hard And we all do the same thing We just hide it so no one else can see It can't just be me From his own mouth I heard it when he told me He said his senses are all heightened Fuse fit to combust Wonders where the silver line went After all the clouds cleared up He said for some social life is like an instinct But maybe they're just like us At least that's what they told me And who am I to judge? And if you're to be believed then surely They all can be too It can't just be you We'll all drift to wherever the tied pulls We don't care much for danger Don't care for high ground Just swim to where the current takes us And wait for the flood to dry out And you watch them as if they're nothing like you Standing where they should be sitting Still until their feet swell up But are you drinking to pretend you like drinking Or drinking to pretend you're not drunk? It's all in the same category It all warrants our disgust But it can't just be us
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Lying in the park down the road A lollipop covered in a callous shell For you to stare at Wonder where it came from Ask where it's going And envy for all it's inanimate charm "There's something in these cracks in the sand" Something beyond all the ants, you mean? The ones that mock you Content with futility A life with a purpose Not interested in what lies beyond their own sun But you wouldn't dare go beyond all those things 'cause it's exactly what they want you to do And you can't have that You are your own man And you live for principle Yeh, you've got a conscience that works on it's own Palm on your jawline Elbow on you kneecap Sat on a park bench at midday, alone

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Four songs to make you feel better and/or worse.

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released May 22, 2020

Everything was written, performed, recorded, produced, mixed and mastered by Isaac at home in Perth, Australia, except for the Hivemind backing vocals, which were performed and recorded by Harriet.

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